AWARD-WINNING SEQUEL NOW AVAILABLE! A Tortuous Path: Atonement and Reinvention in a Broken System. 
Silver Medal Winner of the 2016 Living Now Book Awards.
Bronze Medal Winner of the 2016 Global Ebook Awards.
Semi-Finalist, 2016 Kindle Book Awards.
There  is a reason books that recount the regrets and advice of the dying  strike so deep a chord: people who have nothing left to lose can tell  their stories with a sincerity and unpretentiousness we crave but that  is all too rare. In Trauma, Shame, and the Power of Love,  Christopher Pelloski relates his own downfall from a prominent  physician-scientist in the field of radiation oncology in a similarly  candid way.
Without fear of losing society's good opinion―having  lost it already―Pelloski has the freedom to be sharply honest in his  observations of himself and the world around him. To the question "Why  would someone with so much going for him risk, and then lose,  everything, by sinking so low?" he offers a gut-wrenching, soul-baring  answer that dissects his decades-long downward spiral and examines it  from perspectives that range from the historical to the molecular.
Pelloski  chronicles the evolution of his devastating legal battle alongside his  concurrent journey of recovery from childhood sexual abuse and PTSD.  He  shares with us the lessons he learned from these experiences in the  hope they can serve as both a warning and an invitation: a warning to  abuse survivors not to follow his dark path of silence, and an  invitation to society to deal more openly with the multitude of painful  issues that have shaped not only his life but also, tragically, the  lives of so many others.
Those brave enough to set aside their prejudices and preconceptions will be richly rewarded and challenged by this work.
 
                
              